Hay! Im addicted to xanga! Xanga is fun and really easy. But its mejo complicated. I don't understand those terms they use in xanga. Pero its fun. You can easily change your layout in just 5 minutes and you can choose a lot of layouts in xanga. But I'm not leaving my blogger account. This account is so special to me. Lol. And I did lots of stuffs here and I think my page is so cool already. Im contented with this page. And im not gonna leave blogger because of my stupid xanga account. Lol. But xanga is super fun. Not because of the site but because of my friends and schoolmates. I have lots of schoolmates in xanga. And it was my first day using that account and I had 3 comments agad. Kakatuwa! I'm not gonna be active here in blogger like before because I have two accounts already and I don't have lots of stuffs to share here. My summer is so boring. It sucks. but i am not bored. only boring people get bored.

I am suffering this sleeping disorder. This sleeping disorder is killing me! 5 hours lang ako nakatulog kanina tapos I wan to sleep pero di ako makatulog. Bummer!

Im a senior already. Yeah. And this sucks. I dont have plans for college. I want to study in up. That school is so nice. I think studying in up would be very nice. But I'm scared. Im scared because I don't know a lot of people in manila. The pollution, the traffic and everything. Life in davao is so different compared to manila. Manila is so busy and it's like you are chasing time. The traffic and everything. Davao is so laidback and everything is 10 or 15 minutes away from each other. And it's very convenient if I study here in davao because we have a car and I dont have to pay for my food. But I want to experience life being alone with strangers and without my parents. I want to be independent. Pero di ko alam kung kaya ko.

come what may...

Ive never talked to God in a long time. It's been ages since I prayed. Yeah. I just pray when I have problems and if I need something. He gave me lots of stuffs I wanted but I never thanked him. Sometimes I ask a lot of stuffs from him and I get angry at him if he does not give me what I want.

He gave me lots of nice stuffs and I was ungrateful. Sometimes, I'm so selfish and self centered that I just keep on asking him stuffs and just pray when I need something and never thanked him. I don't know why I'm saying this. My conscience is killing me. I did a lot of bad and stupid things but he still gives me lots of blessings. I don't think I deserved those stuffs.

I'm so down. And I don't have anyone to talk to. You're the only one I can turn to right now. Help me...