i have a new layout. i got bored with my old layout. hay. i think i'm gonna use this for a long time. anne made me this layout. my bro and i has the same layout but i changed his header. i had a normal sleep lastnight. i'm so happy. the weather was good. i woke up without lights. brownout. but it was cold and i like it. sana ganito palagi. i hate the sun. i'm so happy lastnight because my mom bought us 2 burger and a large french fries. midnight snack. it was so yummy.

i prayed to god kanina but there were a lot of temptations. my mom was so noisy and she was annoying me when we were in the church. yeah. she was touching my back and everything and i kept on avoiding her. i have this big problem right now and i dont have someone to talk to. im not the type of person that tells all his problems to his friends. i solve my problems on my own. i have a lot of secrets that no one knows. some people might think that i am so jolly and happy but deep inside, i am so hurt. i just pretend that im happy eventhough im not. i think im boring. some people might think that i always want to go out because im gimikero or sumthing but its just because i want to be happy and forget that i have problems. reality scares me.

a lot of things are boggling my mind right now. errrr. this sucks.

i miss going back to school. i want to be busy again. i want to study hard because its my last year in high school. and i want to make good grades in fourth year. i never studied during normal school days. im so lazy. my parents gives me everything that i want but i dont give them the stuffs they deserved. hay. im doing this for myself. not for my parents. i want to get into a good college and i want a good future. hay.